its been five long years with out light
i gotta put on my skin just to go outside
i plan each step and take my time
with my heart on my sleeve, i leave
and my guts trailing me, dont look at me
dead beat, dead beat
that's what they see
i was born a fuckin loser
guess i'll die that way
dead beat, dead beat
that's all i'll ever be
a monster in their eyes
i feel it every day
i watch them sneer through blank eyes
a thousand faces just out of sight
two fingers inside turn my vision white
with my hurt on my sleeve, i leave
and my guts trailing me, dont look at me